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There are only two words fitting enough to describe Stephanie Salter, the thrice-weekly opinion columnist and assistant editor for the Terre Haute Tribune-Star: Simply amazing.

We met in person last month when she was invited for a Wednesday Wisdom session at the Statesman. This was at least a day, perhaps even less, after the San Francisco Chronicle announced they must restructure their finances or risk folding. She lamented about that and other topics relevant to the newspaper world.

She did not bring up any of this:
 

His look of resentment as I drove away in the night rain was withering. For a moment I thought about turning around, going back into the parking lot and trying to explain.

In my mind I couldn’t get past his hurt, offended stare and my own opening sentence:

“I’m sorry, but I was robbed and knifed once by a guy who looked just enough like you, I reflexively reacted before I could see you were no threat.”

How I reacted the other night as I left an all-night drug store with yet another cold remedy in my hands was nothing overt, nothing most people would notice even from a car parked nearby.

But to a young, African American male in his late teens, who’d learned early to read the subtlest eye twitches and body language of white people, I might as well have hissed the N-word.

What happened was this, and it took perhaps four seconds:

Barreling out of the drug store, I raised my eyes from my package and spotted the young man, who was standing alone just out of the light of the doorway about six feet from my car. He was wearing the hood of his dark sweatshirt up and his inner forearms rested at his hip bones.

I stopped in my tracks and my eyes rapidly shifted from the young man to the path between him and my car, then back to his eyes. That was all it took.

“I’m no crook,” he said, turning his head away, and I could see that he, too, had some kind of half-opened package in his hands. A nice bicycle was propped up on a short traffic post near him.

I tried to recover, adopting a breezy voice that sounded like a 1950s TV sit-com mom.

“Oh, I know you’re not a crook,” I almost sang as I resumed walking toward my car.

“I’m wearing my hood ’cause of …” he said, gesturing at the rain, but his voice already was dry with disdain.

I jumped on the weather, trying to commiserate. He was having none of it. The power had shifted. He was the wronged party, I was the racist perpetrator.

“I’m not violent,” he said, as I opened my car door.

“I know that,” I said, less sing-songy, but still too cheerful. “I mean, I assume you aren’t violent.”

He stared at me, unforgiving.

I knew what I represented, what our brief encounter represented. If he had given my humanity one flicker of interest, I might have told him about that night so many years ago, about the similarities — not just in his race — but in his gender, the covered head and dark clothes, the stance, the surprise at encountering him there in the shadows.

But I saw no flicker, so I only said, in my authentic flat voice, “Try to stay dry.”

Then I closed my car door, turned on the ignition and drove away, feeling a swarm of conflicting emotions. It was such a long story to tell a stranger.

I was living on a quiet street in San Francisco near the top of a hill a few blocks from the housing projects in which O.J. Simpson grew up. For nine years I had been coming home — early, late, in daylight and dark — parking my car on the street and walking 30 or 40 feet to the front stairs of my flat in a remodeled Victorian.

It was a little before midnight with a full moon climbing in the sky. My evening had been a good one, spent with many friends at the spirited anniversary party of a popular restaurant across town.

Before I got out of my car, I looked around at the deserted street and gathered my purse and tote bag, something women alone in big cities know to do when they exit a vehicle. I locked my car and, again, from years of vigilance, curled my hand into a fist around my keys, making sure the two longest keys jutted out on either side of my middle finger.

The configuration was supposed to be good for use as a weapon on an attacker’s eyes.

As I neared the sidewalk, a man with a dark stocking cap worn low on his head suddenly emerged from the shadows in front of my next-door neighbor’s house. For a split-second I thought about rushing back, jumping in my car and locking the door. As the cops and a self-defense instructor later told me, that was my primitive, dead-on survival instinct kicking in, and I should have followed it.

Instead, because the man was black, my cognitive brain interrupted and said, “I don’t want him to think I’m a racist.”

I still had the keys jutting from my hand when a neighbor drove me to the emergency room of San Francisco General Hospital about five minutes later. The man in the stocking cap had recognized easy prey, grabbed me, told me not to scream, and when I did, slashed my right forearm to the bone as he cut the shoulder strap of my purse.

Then he was gone.

The surgeon said it appeared the man had used a straight razor. The tendons of my arm had been cut through and had snapped back toward my elbow like rolled window blinds. I was in a bizarre cast for a month, could not work or do my own hair or cooking, and had to spend several months in physical therapy to regain the use of my right hand.

Even though I soon moved to a new neighborhood on a busier street, it took me many years (and the self-defense class and a Mace permit) to get out of my car at night without being wrapped in fear. If I then spotted a lone man in dark clothes — whatever his race — adrenaline would surge through my body.

It’s been nearly two decades, but I still tend to feel a heightening of attention when I leave my car alone and walk to my door in the night. No matter where I am.

The memory is long. Revisiting the details of the attack prompts an aching and burning just beneath the 4-inch, L-shaped scar I have carried all these years.

Even if I had shown the scar to the young man in the drug store parking lot the other night, I would have had to explain the whole story. (It’s a thin, white line that doesn’t look like much now.) I would have had to say things like, “A white guy in a dark hood would have scared me, too,” and the young man would not have believed me.

We have come far in this nation with race relations. So many of our worst problems have been acknowledged and are out in the open where we can work on them, together. But the baggage each of us brings along can still weigh us down.

Some of the bags are packed with the collective abuse of centuries, some with the deep memory of a single act of violence on a summer night. But we all carry bags, and few of us travel light.

So what did I miss?

Let's see: The economy, already in a precarious state when I left this blog in August, completed its death spiral into the septic tank. Barack Obama enthralled the world by being elected the 44th President of the United States. A brave pilot landed a 747 in the Hudson River... and nobody got killed. Barack Obama made history again by being inaugurated, as an enthralled world watched again. Bailouts. Bailouts. Bailouts. AIG.

I know I skipped some things.

On a personal level, I have been spending the past several months redefining myself as a college student, friend and gay man. I officially came out of the closet Christmas Eve (that ordeal will be recanted in a later blog post) and have mostly found acceptance throughout the journey. Then, there's the Indiana Statesman, of which I am assistant news editor.

The Sacred Cow, like The Fourth Estate whose pillars stood strong before it, will lean predominately to the left on the political scale. There will be particular focus on the media, gay rights issues and The White House. I will also utilize RedLasso, once dubbed by me as the best thing to happen to the Internet. This time, there are no copyright issues to deal with (their fault, not mine.)

I may not be able to post every day... certainly not multiple times a day like I did on The Fourth Estate. However, certainly feel free to leave your comments and suggestions. As my friend Lori would say, it should be a dialogue - not a monologue.

OK, I lied. Post 429 is not the last. We might as well get up to a nice, even number.

I can't leave without putting my two cents in on Hillary Clinton's quest to take over the country, which hit a crescendo today when her name was entered in nomination at the Democratic National Convention.

It's a laughable attempt at making peace, a "bid to heal the wounds of the bitter primary season," CNN reported. Both Barack Obama and Clinton agreed that it was the polite thing to do.

"I am convinced that honoring Senator Clinton's historic campaign in this way will help us celebrate this defining moment in our history and bring this party together in a strong united fashion," Obama said in a joint statement.

It's like putting on a snowsuit when it's eighty degrees. We should probably admire Obama's wish to unify, it'll come in handy when he's trying to get the rest of the world to like us. But Hillary lost. There's no mathematical way in the hills of Montana, or the mountains of Denver, for her to get the nomination.

She suddenly sounds like she doesn't want it.

"With every voice heard and the Party strongly united, we will elect Senator Obama President of the United States and put our nation on the path to peace and prosperity once again," Clinton said.

I thought that's what you wanted to do, Hillary. Surely it hasn't dawned on you yet that Obama is the star. You're just a faded testament to a bygone era.

An unnamed source of CNN's said that Obama's camp "always knew" giving Hillary what she wants was destined to happen.

"They have known since the day she dropped out that she wanted this 'for history,'" the source said.

So why not do the same for Bill Richardson, The First Hispanic? His accomplishment of becoming a serious presidential candidate is just as historic as Hillary's. Of course, he's not been throwing regular hissy fits over the fact that his campaign didn't make it through to June.

I certainly hope that Obama can go to the bathroom or brush his teeth without having Hillary tag along. We've watched them grow from simple presidential campaign opponents, to squabbling presidential campaign opponents and finally kiss-and-make-up Democrats. They are the Donny and Marie of their party - you can't have one without the other.

Party unity be damned. The voters still have ample choice: Obama, McCain, Bob Barr, Cynthia McKinney, Chuck Baldwin or Ralph Nader. They can make it without having to see Hillary flaunt her ego up and down the Pepsi Center.

Or at least we hope.

Update, 11:57 p.m.: Allen's funeral will be 10:00 a.m. Monday at Town and Country Christian Church in Shelbyville, Murphy Parks Funeral Services has announced. Visitation will be an hour prior to service and from 4-8 p.m. Sunday at the church. 

The world was literally too small for Sandy Allen, its tallest woman, but there was more than enough room for her beautiful soul.

Allen, who stopped growing at 7'71/4'', died early this morning at Heritage House Convalescent Center in Shelbyville, the Star reported today. She was 53. Longtime friend Rita Rose, a former entertainment reporter for the Star, said she had been ill since June.

Allen was a normal-sized baby, weighing six-and-a-half pounds at birth, but a tumor on her pituitary gland caused her abnormal growth. She was 6'3'' by age ten and 7'1'' at sixteen. The tumor was removed in 1977.

She wrote the Guiness Book of World Records in 1974, expressing her wish to get to know someone around her own size.

"It is needless to say my social life is practically nil and perhaps the publicity from your book may brighten my life," Allen said in that first letter.

Publicity came in the form of a role in the 1976 film "Casanova" and "Side Show", a 1981 made-for-TV movie.

Allen worked at the Guiness Museum of World Records in Niagra Falls, Ontario, for eight years before moving to Indianapolis in 1987. She served as a secretary/receptionist for Bill Hudnut in 1988, but transferred to the Public Works Department after four months.

Problems with her legs eventually confined her to a wheelchair and she moved to the nursing home in 2003.

Funeral arrangements are being planned with Murphy-Parks Funeral Services in Shelbyville. Memorial contributions can be made to the Sandy Allen Scholarship Fund.

Rose told friend Ruth Holladay she is writing a book based on Allen's experiences as a teenager at Shelbyville High School.

"My book, 'World's Tallest Woman: The Giantess of Shelbyville High' will be published by Hawthorne Publishing in November," Rose said. "It's a fiction-based-on-fact account of Sandy's struggles in high school aimed at middle school and young adult readers. My publisher calls it 'creative non-fiction.'"

I'm reminded of the old adage, "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade." It's a lesson we should all keep in a mind. Sometimes, the best teachers in this world are ones without education degrees.

Would a shoe-snatching beagle make the front page of the local paper.

He works by night, snatching various types and brands of footwear from front porches in Waveland and placing them on a ledge outside the fire station.

"Shoes started showing up here at the fire station shortly after one of the strong storms we had back in June," well-known local resident Susie Calvert told the Journal Review for a story today. "Since June, he probably has brought over a dozen shoes and dropped them off."

There were only three left Tuesday morning, the Journal reported - two tennis shoes and a Croc. Shoes have also been found in front of the liquor store.

"No one seems to be complaining about it," Calvert said. "No one has even said anything about the shoes that are laying out on the ledge in front of the town office."

They have been claiming them, though.

"The shoes are up on the ledge so I don't think he could be getting them off that ledge and taking them somewhere else," Calvert continued.

Or could he? Da-da-dum.

The mystery has yet to be solved.

Indianapolis Mayor Greg Ballard spent a few hours in the hospital before presenting his 2009 budget to the City-County Council yesterday.

Ballard, 53, was admitted to Community East around 1:30 p.m. suffering from chest pains and shortness of breath, Channel 6 reported. He was discharged around 4:30. His office didn't announce these important pieces of information until just before 9:00 this morning.

"Doctors ran an EKG and the mayor underwent a stress test, the results of both tests were normal," Marcus Barlow, the mayor's press secretary, said in a statement, as quoted by the AP.

Ballard will wear a heart monitor today, Barlow said, but otherwise keep his normal schedule.

Maybe we should stop sweating bullets over the budget, which provides more money for police and fire and cuts funding for the jail and arts and parks, and be concerned about Ballard's health. It doesn't sound like he had a heart attack, but anxiety had to play some kind of role. Could this be a problem next August when budget time comes around again?

And why wait nineteen-and-a-half HOURS before breaking the news? Barlow & Company may try to downplay it, but who was in power while Ballard was away from the City-County Building?

Try to be a little quicker next time, guys.

Steve Buyer would fly to Antarctica, freeze his butt off with the penguins and do the Macarena with eskimos before debating Nels Ackerson in the 4th District.

Our favorite congressman is now trying to change a Hendricks County Farm Bureau-sponsored debate into a private dinner meeting, therefore allowing him to control the guest list, Ackerson's campaign said today.

"Steve Buyer has been in Congress for sixteen years, and he's trying to avoid facing the voters in public," Ackerson was quoted as saying in the release. "We don't need secrecy here, we need public debates."

Ackerson challenged Buyer on August 7th to debate in each of the district's twelve counties. WLIO Radio in Frankfort, Frankfort Times, Purdue Student Government, Crawfordsville's Veterans of Foreign Wars chapter and Lafayette's Disabled American Veterans chapter joined the Farm Bureau in requesting debates. Ackerson has accepted every invitation; Buyer has not.

"We should be having debates that are open to the voters, open to the press, and near enough that people don't have to drive for hours to attend," Ackerson continued. "That's the spirit of American Democracy that I believe we should follow."

He pointed out that Buyer thinks he's "entitled" to his position and doesn't have to be held accountable for every wrongdoing.

"I think that's not right. I believe that politicians work for the people, and not the other way around," Ackerson said.

So that's what it comes down to in the ballot booth this November. The choice between a seasoned Washington politician who would rather staple his tongue to a rotted picnic table than face the truth and a seasoned Hoosier lawyer who understands the role a congressperson must have.

It should be a pretty easy decision.

Supporters of hate crime laws will gather on the steps of the Vigo County Courthouse Thursday evening for a peace rally sponsored by the Greater Terre Haute NAACP.

"In the wake of a recent string of hate crimes that have occurred in our community, the NAACP wishes for citizens of the Terre Haute community to stand united against hate in our community and urge the Terre Haute City Council to pass a resolution urging state lawmakers to pass a hate crimes bill that would punish perpetrators who commit criminal acts against individuals because of their race, sex, ethnicity, national origin, sexual preference, etc.," the chapter said in a release, as quoted by the Terre Haute Tribune-Star.

Among the recent events include paintings of swastikas at the Allen Chapel AME Church and at aThai restaurant, the Trib-Star reported. The City Council is set to pass a resolution the day of the rally.

Indiana, as outrageous as it sounds, is one of five states without hate crime legislation on the books. The others are: Arkansas, Georgia, South Carolina and... Wyoming. That's even after what happened to Matt Shepard. I would say it's ludicrous, but there's nothing laughable about this.

"I hope everybody in Terre Haute will be there - everybody who is concerned about the hate in this community, I want them to speak out against the violence and let it be known that we support hate crimes legislation," said A. Theressa Byrum, the chapter's president. "This is an opportunity for everybody who wants to put two cents worth in to let the legislators know that it is time for there to be legislation in the state."

City Council President Todd Nation, a Democrat, hopes legislation will curb further incidents.

"This is just one small awareness-raising action - what I really hope will happen is that it will be addressed at the state level and that it will put some consequences in place for people who engage in this activity."

We touched on hate crimes today in Sunday School. If only they had gone the way of the dinosaur and we could read about them in history books, not the newspapers. Someone who violates another person because they are a different color or are gay, whatever, is someone without a soul or a heart.

This resolution will pass. There's too much support for it to die on the council floor. And we can only hope that the Statehouse will care enough to pick up the baton.

However it's done, we must Erase the Hate.








 

It might depend on how you old you are as to how you remember Isaac Hayes.

Older people may think abouit his music - the groundbreaking disco and rap and "Theme From Shaft." We teenagers know him as "Chef" from South Park.

Hayes died this morning at his home in Memphis after apparently collapsing while on a treadmill, The Associated Press reported. He was 65. 

His career began in 1964, according to his bio, but he didn't begin singing until 1969. He was on South Park from 1997 to 2006.

Rev. Al Sharpton said he was "deeply saddened" by the loss of a true historic music figure."

"Isaac Hayes was the first African-American to win an Oscar for a music score but never lost sight of his commitment to his community and the betterment of mankind," Sharpton said in a statement. "He was more than an artist (,) he was a trailblazer. He was an innovator. He was a creative genius."

South Park creators Matt Stone and Trey Parker have yet to comment.

(Photo credit: www.msnbcmedia3.msn.com)

John Edwards played a game with the media and the media won.

Edwards was "apoplectic" at ABC News for promoting their exclusive admission eight-and-a-half hours before it was scheduled to air, Broadcasting and Cable's Marisa Guthrie reported. It wasn't long before the cable networks and their stables of talking heads were on the story.

The senator's original idea, multiple sources told Guthrie, was to "control the news cycle by making his admission late on a Friday night when the country was watching the Olympics and the long weekend yawned ahead."

This is the part where we start rolling on the floor laughing. It doesn't matter whether it's 3:00 in the afternoon or 3:00 in the morning, such a juicy story will hit the networks with the force a fifty-foot tidal wave. And, believe it or not, the Olympics isn't the only thing going on in this world.

Edwards' interview with Bob Woodruff aired last night on Nightline, as NBC's tape-delayed broadcast of the Opening Ceremonies was winding down. Investigative hotshot Brian Ross and producer Rhonda Schwartz actually broke the story online, but Woodruff covered Edwards during his 2004 campaign.

As the cables began obsessing over the news, Edwards placed calls to several reporters, including CBS' Bob Schieffer. He told Schieffer that he wanted to get the tabloids off his back and "just had to end it."

Schieffer also talked to Elizabeth Edwards, who called the situation "really, really tough."

ABC News spokeswoman Natalie Raabe said Edwards and Woodruff agreed that "promotion of the interview could begin immediately after it was completed", but footage could not be used before Nightline. The interview was conducted Friday morning.

You would think that six years in the Senate and two presidential bids would give Edwards a lesson in "Media 101." Once you make an agreement, nothing can be taken back and the organization has free reign to do what they will. I'm surprised they didn't plaster Edwards' picture on billboards in all the major markets.

What else can Edwards do to further shoot himself in the foot?

(Hat tip to TVNewser for Broadcasting & Cable link)

Update, 11:17 a.m.: The Ottawa Citizen's editorial slamming Phelps. The church was a no-show at the theatre, The Canadian Press reports.

Nothing short of a miracle happened on the border between U.S. and Canada yesterday: Some members of Westboro Baptist Church, where the Rev. Fred Phelps pollutes the air with his hate mongering, were stopped from entering Canada.

Two groups were planning protests - one at the Matchbox Theatre in Alberta during a showing of The Laramie Project and a second at the funeral of Tim McLean, who was heinously murdered by a madman on a Winnepeg-bound Greyhound bus July 30th.

"They won't let us in, but we have a group that will cross in another spot," Shirley Phelps-Roper, Fred's daughter, told the Calgary Herald. "They'll have to strip search everyone who crosses that border or they won't know who we are. They'll have to see the WBC (Westboro Baptist Church) tattoo on our butts."

WBC is based in Topeka, Kansas. Since 1955, Phelps has preached that God hates homosexuals and will damn them and anyone who supports them. The church, despite its name, does not belong to any religous affiliation.

The Laramie Project documents local reaction to the crucifiction of Matt Shepard in October 1998. It was a play first, then made into a movie.

"(The play) only has one function - to teach rebellion to this generation against the standards of God," Phelps-Roper said. "It's got no other purpose."

Rev. Phelps personally picketed Matt's funeral and shouted anti-gay epithets at Matt's mother. Funerals of U.S. soldiers have also been targeted by Phelps.

The point of protesting McLean's funeral, the church says, is to say that his beheading was God's punishment for Canada's policies towards abortion, homosexuality and adultery.

You can see why few people outside of WBC look up to Phelps. Numerous organizations have condemned him in every way, shape and form and a Facebook group named "Fred Phelps Is An Asshole" currently boasts 2,541 members.

The question begs: How can someone filled with such hatred and homophobia call himself a man of God? How closely has he read the Bible? How could he not find a single thing wrong with what happened to Matt Shepard and Tim McLean? Does he have a soul?

Does he even have a heart?

(Photo credit: www.truechristian.com) 

Three years ago today, dad got me out of bed, insisting I would want to see what was on television.

Peter Jennings had lost his valiant battle with lung cancer. He was 67.

That night, America lost the best thing to ever happen to network evening news. ABC was changed forever. Peter was more than the network's anchor, he was their captain, navigating viewers through some of the most defining events of our time. September 11th was his greatest hit.

Colleagues will tell you he could be a pain in the butt, but we all benefited from his perfectionism. World News Tonight was a better broadcast, ABC a better network and America a better country with Peter behind the anchor desk.

He will always be the best.

(Photo credit: z.about.com)

A deal is near that would empty U.S. troops from Iraq within two years, an Iraqi politician told CNN today, but some kinks are still being worked out.

According to the agreement, troops would be taken off the streets and stay in their bases by June 30, 2009 and leave the country alltogether by December 2010.

That would be nice. Seven-and-a-half years for a war that should have never seen Day One is better than John McCain's alternative. But is this an effort to end combat operations gracefully or a political game Bush is playing?

I honestly don't know what to make of it.